Looking For Loving Somewhere Outside This Bar

Bottle of what I was, put it inside my trunk I got lost on the other side of town

Floating in place for a while, said Maybe I'll be the one that will make you smile

But the frowns they made me cover my scars I've been a long time coming

But I'm far away from where you are

I've been looking for loving somewhere outside this bar

Before I get old and go to heaven Thinking I'll break myself in half

No, love was lost, going down

A lover that I once had

Was it Something that I grew comfortable with

Was it something that's good, something I had

There's a lot of people telling me that I should just go back

The paths that I'm walking have taught me better than that

I've gone on a journey here There's no destination inside

I was probably weird to you, but I can see

Far enough down the road to know I've got no place to go

My home is here I've played music my whole life, baby

There's a lot of things going on

But see these things they write themselves

Because chances are it's probably good for your heart and bad for your health

Patience was what it was I found my mustache rubbing the rubs

I got no dancing shoes to get myself out of bed

My dreams they made me think about what they want until there wasn't anything left in

Drinking on the run until they found me dead next to my bed