ok getting older

I stopped drinking, don't smoke weed

I wanna know me sober

My friends think I'm boring now

Guess I'm getting older

I stopped talking to my dad

Weight lifted from my shoulder

Better off not seeing him

But maybe when I'm older

Loved my grandma so damn much

Died when I was 12

If she knew that I kiss girls

Would she love me still?

Mmm

Saw my sister graduate

Proud of her, I told her

Saw her through her first heartbreak

Guess she's getting older

My friend's mother died last week

Didn't get to know her

She was only 55

That's not even old

My girlfriend says I'm too closed off

I'm trying not to be

I don't want to reach the end, not be the best of me

Mmm

If I could find the younger me

I'd hug her and I'd hold her

Say, "You have everything you need"

I'm okay getting older