Where to even start with this
Take it from the top I guess
Every single beat
Wear it on my sleeve
Time to learn my lesson yeah
Maybe I should lock it up in my pocket
Give up on my feelings yeah
Put 'em in a rocket tied up like a hostage
Depend on my logic yeah
Did it to myself
Put you on a pedestal
And I know what happens but I got so much love to give
But I'm starting to think it's a bad thing
Finna give up on being a good guy yeah
Finna give up the thought of giving a ring
'Cause you always be throwing me in the fire
Tell me how we're supposed to survive
When you're stabbing my back with a knife
Open your eyes
Can't you see me struggling for life
But it's like you don't want me to fight
Like poltergeist
Ghosting you're wasting my time but it's fine
I don't need you in my life but you wind
Up in my mind all the time
No matter what I try no surprise
Even when I find me a dime
Someone who be better for my life
Somehow it's still you I fantasize
Why? What did you do
Type of voodoo spell did you cast overnight
Look into my eyes
Tell me your promises were a lie
Admit you're the villain maybe I'll find
A piece of peace at least
I'll sleep easy seeing your defeat
About time, been about time
Where are you now
Nowhere to be found
Stuck my neck out just for empty promises
It was a lie
Left me behind
Gave you my heart but you turned around and then
Let go of my hand
Looked up and you wasn't there
Left me here for dead
Had to make it by myself
Look at me now
More than alive
Hold my head up, no more empty promises
Blast from the past, reminisce
Wanting you back, little bit
Back on the mat
Back so flat, no cap
But now a hitter back in the lab
Back in a flash
Took a little trip jet lag
No filter, no hashtag
Wasn't for a like on the gram
Had to hold it down
Without having my feet on land
Levitating I was never ready
Depending on me had to keep it steady
Every little step I took
Was thinking of you as my adversary
An enemy that I was gonna bury
Had to figure out that it was all imaginary
Had to let it go as well as any
Hate or malice that I held inside
But instead, I use it as a
Method so that rather than survive
Imma do better than thrive
Where are you now
Nowhere to be found
Stuck my neck out just for empty promises
It was a lie
Left me behind
Gave you my heart but you turned around and then
Let go of my hand
Looked up and you wasn't there
Left me here for dead
Had to make it by myself
Look at me now
More than alive
Hold my head up, no more empty promises