Dear Alcohol (Extended)

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

Repeat the cycle every day, I gotta start with a drink

My life been gettin' sorta crazy, and I don't wanna think

I look myself right in the mirror, and I don't even blink

Then I get angry, take the rest, and pour it right in the sink

I know where this road goes

Alcohol ain't my friend, but I keep drinkin' 'cause these demons roam

And follow me 'round everywhere I go

It clouds my mind and soul, it turns my heart cold

But I keep drinkin' 'cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone

I'm havin' problems, my pride won't let me reach out

Lookin' at this bottle, havin' nothin' but doubt

Don't wanna drink, but it keeps comin' around, and around, and around

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

Another morning with my memories wavy

Don't hate me, I got too faded again

I try to fight it, but the loneliness breaks me

Can you blame me? The bottle's been my friend

It's gotta be sadistic, or maybe masochistic

Every night I just stay twisted

'Cause they only ones who listen

It's that sativa, and the Patrón and Casamigos

I didn't mean to, but I need to

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I know I need to quit (I need to quit)

I gotta do a better (I gotta do a better)

Example to these kids (example to these kids)

'Cause they're watchin' when I'm there, but I'm scared

'Cause I've been chasin' the man that I am when I start to drink

He's cocky confident, and he don't give a damn what you think

This world is beatin' me down, and it's pushed me right to the brink

I take a shot every time because, man, it helps me escape

I'm takin' care of these people, but no one takes care of me

I wanna talk to somebody, but I feel no one relates

I need better now, I think I've lost my way

I'm havin' battles with faith, it's painted right on my face

I hope better times are comin', no chase, but I'm still runnin'

I gotta take control, and I won't stop on nothin'

Dear God, this is my test, promise that I'll do my best

Just help me with this pain I feel, and pressure that is on my chest

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted 'cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinkin' 'til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted