If I Talk to Him

If I talk to him

I take him back again

So if he calls, please tell him I'm not home

He's gone again, I told him we were through

That he could live his life the way he wanted to

I said my love for him had died but I know it's not true

And if I talk to him, my feelings would show through

Yes, if I talk to him

I take him back again

I am afraid to even answer the phone

'Cause if I talk to him

I take him back again

So if he calls, please tell him I'm not home

I tell my heart

I'm better off without him now

But like the other times, he change my mind somehow

He'd shed some tears and talk sweet talk

So sure that I believe

But this time it's the end if he'll just let me be

But if I talk to him

I take him back again

I am afraid to even answer the phone

'Cause if I talk to him

I take him back again

So if he calls, please tell him I'm not home