Hellbound

It's hard to picture heaven When I know I am hell bound

I traced the cracks inside my soul like shattered stained glass

Every sin I sold for love just cut me like a shard of the past

Voices in the static screaming, boy, you don't belong

I tried to outrun destiny, but damn, I played it wrong

I built my wings from broken things, but they won't let me fly

Just drag me deeper where the fire meets the sky

Hard to picture heaven When I know I am hell bound

Every prayer I whisper just gets drowned out by the sound

Of the devil in my heartbeat, of the grave beneath the ground

I dug it with my hands, now I'm never getting out

I kissed the knife she left behind, it tasted like regret

Promised her forever, but forever's dead, I guess

The pills don't kill the pain no more, just paint it in reverse

Memories like gasoline, I'm burning in the hurt

I'm a ghost in my own life, watching love turn into knives

Every touch leaves a brand, every goodbye's a demand

Stay down

Hard to picture heaven When I know I am hell bound

Every light I reach for just gets swallowed by the clouds

I'm the wreckage, I'm the ruin, I'm the echo of the down

God won't listen to a sinner screaming out so loud

Maybe hell ain't flames, maybe it's the quiet

The moment you realize you're the one who chose it