Bad Boyfriend (Interlude)

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You said that I was acting crazy

So why should I not act more crazy

Everything you thinks what made me

And I know my words never get through

I just want to talk through the issues

I know I had power that I misused

Leading you to leave, now I miss you

You said that my best was PHASES

Well everybody has their favorite

My favorite's when I go through changes

I took my thoughts and rearranged em

So now I'm not my peak, cause I'm anxious

Getting out my truth through these pages

I just hope that somebody'll listen

I just hope my breath wasn't wasted

If I had a wish I would go back

Tell you that you're beautiful and not fat

Would've held your hand, and not your ass

Would've been your man, got off Snapchat

Cause yeah, I would've on Daylyn

And yeah I was too close with Zalen

Tryna find a girl that I could clap that

I admit that I wasn't a good man

I admit I was a bad boyfriend

Hey, I only talk smack cause I'm jealous

If I had a second chance I would relish

Spend that time with you

Spend that time with you

Spend that time with you

Yeah, you, you, you, you you

I miss you

I don't care how crazy it sounds or who hears it

It's true

I know I did a lot wrong

And maybe we weren't meant for each other but

That doesn't mean it doesn't hurt me

I never gave myself due time to process

Moving so fast out of anger

I was so petty

I was scared

I was in love

Xzay