Someone, Please Come Help

Please, come help

It started with me, with 16

When no one thought anything

It was all for fun (all for fun)

But the fun's become

Pains, a lot of heartbreak

Too much giving, no taste

Sleepless nights and fake goodbyes

If I'm being honest

It's not what I thought it would be

Giving my life and learning my vices

Spending my nights with

Something I know that kills me

It's not how I thought it would feel

Numbing my days and throwing away

Everything I could be

I know what I'm doing, I know I should stop the pain

Bury the pain, block out the shame, and do it again

I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am

'Cause I can't give it up, no, I can't get enough

I can't stop myself, someone, please, come help

Here I am at 23

This isn't who I'm supposed to be

I've lost control (lost control)

And no one knows

I'm so out of touch with reality

I thought that these things would help me

My world's been broke, I can't let go

If I'm being honest

It's not what I thought it would be

Giving my life and learning my vices

Spending my nights with

Something I know that kills me

It's not how I thought it would feel

Numbing my days and throwing away

Everything I could be

I know what I'm doing, I know I should stop the pain

Bury the pain, block out the shame, and do it again

I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am

'Cause I can't give it up, no, I can't get enough

I can't stop myself, someone, please, come help

For a moment, I see the hell I've caused

And all the people I hurt before I disregard

My better judgement, dammit, I can't help it

Only one more time, I swear this is the last time that I

Bury the pain, block out the shame, and do it again

I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am