All I Had To Lose

We were reckless for a season now

Restless with a reason

I can't tell

I can't tell

If we were victims of the vices or

Addicted to the crisis

Live through hell

Live through hell

And when you came up for a breath

I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose

And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all

I had to, I had to lose

We laid with the dead and dying

Told them all we were just trying

To be alive

To be alive

Closed our eyes

And hoped that we could leave

The lives we didn't want to lead behind

Behind

And when you came up for a breath

I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose

And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all

I had to lose

Watch the colors fade away

Bleached out by the sun

Left hope for another day

Prayed it would never come

And when you came up for a breath

I knew there wasn't nothing left to do but choose

And everything I lost wasn't much compared to all

I had to, I had to lose

I had to lose

I had to lose