Текст песни
I ain't really know how to feel, when I was all alone
Been several months since you called my phone
Had a lot of love for you, but not much of my own
I ain't really know what to do, when you went ghost
Now I hesitate to get close
With anybody ever again, all the doubts setting in
I just wish that we never even spoke
Whoa, where was you at
When I needed you said you'd be there for me
And I believed it too, you made me realize
That I had No need for you or anybody
Else except for me like ooohhhh
Codependency had me in a chokehold
It's more serenity when I'm solo
Lack of self love, surely hindered me
But it will not no more
I'm just a hopeless romantic with no understanding
In this hookup culture, don't know how to manage
But aye yeah
I have no need for panic, cause I love myself
More than I ever had
Done so prior and this bum hoe a liar
Saying she'd always be there
For me if things got out of hand
But I truly understand
No hard feelings though
But don't call me no more
Ma'am
Yeah flawed I was the epitome of it
Aye misery I've grown to love it
I just needed some company
Cause I hated to be alone, stuck with
Myself and my awful thoughts
I'm just a nigga who's lost a lot
And often lodged
Between the hardest rocks and the hardest places
My heart is aching, constant hatred is all I got
So ain't really room for endearment
Self-deprecation, all I'm usually hearing
It's a huge interference
Isolation, yeah, used to just fear it
Aye, feared it more than anything
It was just a extremely strange the monophobia
It was like a monster, slowly cutting my brain
Left me in pain but hey nothing new here
Became reluctant and too weird
Then one day something changed
There lessons in life that some