Angry At The World

Mmm I ain't even sad no more

I'm pissed

At everything at everybody

I'm angry at the world and I ain't gotta explain why

Life hit me left and right and I'm tired of bein tough all the time

Everybody want me strong but they don't see what's in my mind

I'm angry at the world God I'm tryin but I'm barely holdin the line

I done held my tongue held my tears held my pain

Tryna be the rock for everybody while I'm barely still sane

Lost my mama lost my granny who I'm supposed to lean on

Folks movin like I'm fine hell no baby I'm not strong

I'm angry at the hand life dealt me

Angry at the folks who left me

Angry at the times I needed help and nobody felt me

It's like the world want me quiet want me soft want me small

But I'm screamin inside and don't nobody hear me at all

Everybody think I'm built for this pain

But I'm breakin down tryna hold my own name

If I don't talk they say I changed

But nobody ask why I ain't the same

I'm angry at the world and I ain't gotta explain why

Life hit me left and right and I'm tired of bein tough all the time

Everybody want me strong but they don't see what's in my mind

I'm angry at the world God I'm tryin but I'm barely holdin the line

Some days I wake up mad mad at breathing mad at tryin

Mad that folks expect me perfect while I'm silently dyin

Mad at family mad at love mad at storms I ain't choose

Mad at every damn thing I had to survive and lose

I'm tired of bein the anchor the fixer the glue

Tired of bein strong for everybody but who strong for you

I'm human baby not a wall not a shield

But they don't see the wounds cause I don't let em be revealed

God I love You but I'm angry too

I'm mad at the life You walked me through

I know You got me but damn, it's hard

Carryin all these scars with nobody to guard

I'm angry at the world and I ain't gotta explain why

Life hit me left and right and I'm tired of bein' tough all the time

Everybody want me strong but they don't see what's in my mind