GOD GOT ME

Long ago i told myself be better than dad

Try to be a glimpse of hope something I never had

That's why to all the single mommas I tip my hat

Cause mines held it down n tried to show me the path

That's why emotions get triggered with every line I deliver

Like a b when she quivers cause she's a cuming a river

I was raised by killers ese real politickers

Like listen lil homie our aim in life is bigger

Understood the whole picture many problems I figured

And when the shit got ruff I step it up n delivered

So I hope they understand I ain't in it for fame

They Should know by now I got this shit in my veins

But I ain't talking about dope or being sedated

Flashbacks of myself in that hole contemplating

Then I hit the streets I had these lame straight hating

Nonetheless they show respect shit goes without saying

Now they want to dress designer since the pen I had Guccis

Only Ese in the cell homie shopping for loui

Yeah that black gooey boogie had me on like a bookie

Ese real infuential something kinda like tookie

Had these suckers all mad somebody hand em a cookie

Cause these vatos play the part but them vatos is spooky

So Many gloomy days my life is a movie

Cause I swore to god to live n die for my duty

I Went from sitting in ruins to parasailing and cruising

Now the paper don't stop coming cause I won't stop moving

Ese on a mission always dodging and grooving

Staying sucker free cause business is booming

With theirs lies ensnared they visually impair

But nobody cares ese they just judge n stare

Ese death is in the air lil danger beware

been participating ese I'm well aware

Now I'm trying to make it right but this life aint fair

Plus these lames want you dead homie I been there

I been embraced death ese I ain't scared

Got got me Ese so I ain't scared...

I told my celly don't trip one we'll hop out a porsche

F around watch the the whole team end up forbes

Taking trips to the rancho homies riding the horse