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I ain't never had shit
The one thing that she gave me got taken away
Now I'm basically back to begin
A good thing but the good die young
What they say, yeah, but see, I'm sprung
Head over heels for a woman, I'm dumb
I lost meals thinkin' 'bout her
My lungs cannot breathe but I gotta move on
Cannot see like my vision is gone
But the hardest part is not losing what it was
It's how we lost the spark, our potential
Left a mark on my essence, essentially
To me, that was real love, fuck chemistry
Forgive me if you see I'm struggling settling
How the wheels in my head keep pedaling
But the gut never lie, it's telling me
It's telling me, so I tell her
"Who the closest one in your life?
Really sit down and feel for 'em
Now multiply it by two
That's how I feel about you
That's how I feel about us
That's how I feel about trust and communication
Or the lack thereof
So why you out here acting tough?
Girl, come back"
Or maybe it's fuck that, I'm done begging
I'm done pressing, done gave too much of my life now
Think it's 'bout time to really find a wife now
Yeah, just like I should
Dillon told me
"Might as well struggle doing something that's good
Might as well struggle tryna better your life"
Couldn't have asked nobody for no better advice
But I pray God send me somebody new
Somebody that cares, somebody who's true
Somebody who's there and somebody that moves me
To get up and win despite me feeling I'll lose
And in return, she know I'll do the same
This shit burns, I'm just tired of the pain
I still yearn for the brightest of days
And hey, by the way
You was the one for me, I gotta say
I saw it coming from a mile away
My heart pumping damn near out of my chest
I knew it wouldn't last long but I guess
I tried to see it in any number of ways
Than what it really was, now I regret
Everything that I did
How I called, how I picked up the phone
And I said what I said
Now I'm gone
I be telling myself "leave her alone"
Yeah, it's three in the morn'
Same time she used to be in here moaning
Even though we did shit more important
She prayed with me, laid with me, spent the day with me
Wasn't on the same page, wanted her to turn gray with me
But she hit me with the classic "she ain't ready"
Like usual, heard this before, got news for you
That's personal, cause if the right man fall in your lap
We know that you would give him the chance of a life
And I already see the plan of attack
I bet you got somebody treating you right
Currently, at the time that I should
And it's fine but I need just the truth, clarity
She don't wanna give me closure
Well, fuck it, this shit's over, we older now, not supposed to be playing games
I hoped somehow everything would be okay, should have known
Heartbreak ain't for the weak and I'm strong
Now I hope I get peace when I doze
Off to sleep but I think when I'm alone
And I don't like thinking, I like dreaming
I like being with you, what are we gonna do?
How am I gonna last without my lil Sassy? Just happened too fast
The last time I let you get past me with that
I'm not going back and neither should you