My Personal Apology

I kinda wonder who would cry at my funeral

Who would burst and gloat me on their bed

Saying, I knew her back in high school and she was inside

Take a number, I don't wanna think about it

I know I'm just a little paranoid

That everyone who knew me then hates me now

Cause they don't know how I really turned out

The only thoughts they have for me are all from 2014

That's when I knew nothing

This is my personal apology

To everyone who knew me back in 2014

I wish you never knew me

Cannot re-introduce myself

I think about you often and if you're doing well

Are you doing well?

I heard that you're great

Found that you're married now

You've got a white picket fence

And a baby in the house

Do you think about me

Cause here's the truth

I've got weeds in my yard

And nobody to see

But at least I can afford

Therapy