SACRIFICE

I was proposed to something that would be my fall

To my surprise it was from people I was working for

But last time this same thing took out my mom

Now I'm torn all my trust is gone

Cuz they wanted more

They told me to sit tight while my heart was dead up on the floor

Now my plan to get back at them is unethical

But Im backed in a corner and everybody questionable

I tried every option showing promise with great results

And even with prophecy yall managed to sell me short

See I was chosen with a purpose, you knew from the start

So is there truly any peace if you take it by force

And I swear this wasn't me I just wanted a voice

Now any chance of forgiveness as gone up out the door

My homie sent condolences but said I'm out my mind

Asking me to reconsider with sorrowful eyes

"Said I loved you like a brother but you crossed the line"

With tension on the rise he grabbed his piece now I'm clutching on mines

He left me there in a condition that was rather fatal

Only had a few words and I said "I hate you"

I loved allegiance but it's never quite enough to save you

Cuz being loyal to a cause is that it might betray you

Now I want it all

I ain't coming for the scrapes

I ain't comfortable

So while you taking notes

Make sure you write everything down that tried to break my soul

And Imma have it all

And I'm gunning for the top till I'm comfortable

So now I'm making the change

Im taking pain to the face

You hear these words but you won't really listen

See you won't really listen

For every answer you'll come up with a couple of questions

At the moment you won't see but its a weight that is heavy

You start to realize that your knowledge has started projecting

What's happening here is a painful and pitiful lesson

The accusation of your deeds will be taken for granted

Causing you to feel betrayed and having you panick

Then you feel that bitter anger you can barely manage

The one that makes you feel responsible for all the damage

Right about now you probably think my condition has worsen

And you'd be right but everybody has a point of turning

Its good for some and for some others it's prolly disturbing

Not everything's the way it seems and that's something I'm learning

But here's a thought it eats my mind so I try to ignore

The resolution cuz it comes to a singular point

That man that wanted to live good with his prophetic words

Only did it by becoming something he swore to destroy

I know you didn't expect your biggest dream to take a turn

I know you really had a heart to live and try to serve

Regretfully your now informed that you've been deffered

But don't be mad at least because you tried to and break the curse

So instead i'll give you something to reflect worth

They might think you really crazy but it's what you earned

And this is something that I wanted for you since before your birth

But before I bless your life I want something first