This Is the Time

There's a conflict in my mind

One I feel destined to fight

With no clear outcome just in sight

I spend my time looking for the light

I'm dying with only months to go

With my frail body there's no hope

I wanna make sure the time I've got

Will make up for everything I've lost

So I think about the times

When I was happy with my life

All those moments to remind me

That I didn't waste my time

So I think about the times

When I was happy with my life

This is the time

I try to figure what I've done

Deserve to die as a young man

I wanna find a time and space

That caused my life to change ways

I try not to blame the other man

For it is I that is going numb

But when I see that life don't stop

I get so angry that I can't go on

So I think about the times

When I was happy with my life

All those moments to remind me

That I didn't waste my time

So I think about the times

When I was happy with my life

This is the time

They try to tell me there's more to come

But in my mind is all I've got

For when my body gives up the fight

My whole existence will come to an end

It's hard to be kind to people's lies

For I am running short of time

And there's nothing on the other side

That will make up for my plight

So I think about the times

When I was happy with my life

All those moments to remind me

That I didn't waste my time

So I think about the times

When I was happy with my life

This is the time