The Drink

I spent many days in a haze polluted by the drink

I've drank away my last dime lost my breakfast in the sink

Insults I use as a calling card for monikers and insinuation

I'm lashing out in foreign tongue, fueled by inebriation

I'm a spoiler of smiles and memories, that hardly get forgotten

It starts out like a sweet melody that ends up to be completely rotten

Well 'm sick and tired of this Jekyll-n-Hyde life that I have found myself living

I'm tired of waking up on the ground wondering where the hell I've been

Got people waiting in line for apologies to somehow ease all of my bad behavior

I'll probably do it again, you know my friends I ain't looking for any kind of favors

I hurl fervent claims of ridicule blasting back at any kind of reason

Now rage consumes my every thought, my hate it never goes out of it's season'

There's lies I like to tell myself of reassuring indignation

Convinced my friends are all enemies who like to feed into my trepidations

Well 'm sick and tired of this Jekyll-n-Hyde life that I have found myself living

I'm tired of waking up on the ground wondering where the hell I've been

Got people waiting in line for apologies to somehow ease all of my bad behavior

I'll probably do it again, you know my friends I ain't looking for any kind of savior

I use vitriol in every word, it's my pain I seek to ponder

Pouring out of a soured soul my squalid tones of broken somber

There's victims that line the road on this ragged path that I have taken

I use the booze to confuse any views on a future I've forsaken

Well 'm sick and tired of this Jekyll-n-Hyde life that I have found myself living

I'm tired of waking up on the ground wondering where the hell I've been

Got people waiting in line for apologies to somehow ease all of my bad behavior

I'll probably do it again, you know my friends I ain't looking for any kind of favors

I spent many days in a haze polluted by the drink