never ending tragedy (standing outside the club)

I'm past the point of looking up

Of seeing the brighter side in my half-empty cup

I think, what's the point of waking up

I'm feeling responsible for everything and everyone I love

Look what I did

Don't let them see me like this

Wish it were easy to fix, but I'm just hangin' on

What have I done?

At odds with what I've become

Feel like I'm the only one

Mama, I think something's super wrong with me

I did what I was supposed to do but I'm still not happy

It's like a never ending tragedy

Yeah, maybe joy isn't a feeling that belongs to me

I'm at a party

It's like a dream

Still out-of-body, they're so out of reach

I'm in the desert

I'm at the beach, but

No matter where I go, I'm stuck with me

Look what I did

Don't let them see me like this

Wish it were easy to fix, but I'm just hangin' on

What have I done?

At odds with what I've become

Feel like I'm the only one

Mama, I think something's super wrong with me

I did what I was supposed to do but I'm still not happy

It's like a never ending tragedy

Yeah, maybe joy isn't a feeling that belongs to me

Did what I was supposed to do but I'm still not happy

Joy isn't a feeling that belongs to me

There's no remedy

I've tried everything

Life goes on for everybody else except for me

There's no remedy

I've tried everything

Life goes on for everybody else except for me

Mama, I think something's super wrong with me

I did what I was supposed to do but I'm still not happy

It's like a never ending tragedy

Yeah, maybe joy isn't a feeling that belongs to me