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I was stuck inside the darkness, not knowin' which way to go
Yeah, life was light, but perception was low, I'm losing the plot
Liquor used to hit my liver, thought my blood would clot
Maybe stop, yeah, from the needle in vein
It used to do nothing but just leave me in pain
This is Vision being true to my heart and my thoughts
Man, I'm grateful for the support
But there was times where I was feeling so low down and dirty
That I couldn't do shit, didn't see life over 30
But these days, I'm finally loving it again
Because I put the liquor down, it's not my friend
Basically, it took me to places I couldn't fuckin' find
My way out, I was stuck in a rut
My wife took a broken man with that soul
And put me back together, emptied my cup
She said"Baby, this world's hard
Life gets dark, but play your part"
I'm doing this on a mission, cause Vision thinking clear
For once in his fuckin' life, bringing flavor to your ear
You want them bars
Well, I'm hittin' like an alcoholic or bulimic
Either way, at the end of the night, I vomit
I drop it, spoke words like a prophet
I didn't do this shit to increase the size of my pockets
I did this 'cause I know how it feels
Like to be hungry and have to deal to get your meals
Or how frustrating it can be when you wanna make a change
But everything seems hard and so strange
Out of place, in my heart and soul
I was, I was basically putting myself on the cross
I was fuckin' lost, I was headed for a breakdown
But now I finally feel like
These thoughts are just lifted, I'm gifted again
I did this shit from the head without a fuckin pen
So let me know if you like it or not
I ain't really give a fuck I just sit back and drop this wordplay
Because they heard me, I'm doing this shit, grimy and dirty
Half blind, no need to fuckin' remind me
Put your feet into the water
The shallowest minds will probably never find me
My design is too deep, basically
There was nights where I didn't sleep
There was nights where I fought just for my life
I struggled every day against that constant fight
It was rough ride, bumpy times comin
Fuck that, I just keep the beat jumpin
Let them know my thoughts, presumptuous
But at the same time, hip-hop's mine and I'm lovin' it
How they gonna take me apart when I was just
Sittin' here pickin' apart my own soul
Cause I knew I was fuckin' dead wrong, outta control
Man I'm still stuck on the dole but it's all good
Cause I've got a beautiful life, things change
Now good perception, Insight, every time that I do this
This is for the love of the art form, true thoughts to the music
Man I did that shit from the start, embedded these thoughts
From my soul straight to my heart and let them come out of the mouth
I'm speakin' it loud, I'm standin' here finally, a man proud