Still Daydreaming

Daydreaming got me feeling like, yuh

I wonder if I'll get it right here

I wonder how I'll feel tonight, yeah

I wonder is this really life, yuh

Daydreaming got me feeling like, yuh

I wonder if I'll get it right here

I wonder how I'll feel tonight, yeah

I wonder is this really life, yuh

See I'm drifting

But I can't call it

My words slurred but I ain't no alcoholic

I'm just flowing off the top

A true depiction of an Op

How they figured that I'd flop

Im Covered by the cream of the crop

Man, It's so surreal

Got me singing bout my love like so 4 real

Candy rain let it pour til the oceans fill

With many blessings

Along life's journey, I done learned many lessons

Jesus and Therapy, I've confirmed many sessions

Grateful He spared a g, I usher in many confessions

Lately I really been stressing

Cuz who I am got who I wanna be really in question

Daydreaming got me feeling like, yuh

I wonder if I'll get it right here

I wonder how I'll feel tonight, yeah

I wonder is this really life, yuh

Daydreaming got me feeling like, yuh

I wonder if I'll get it right here

I wonder how I'll feel tonight, yeah

I wonder is this really life, yuh

Still a kid got me feeling childish

Reminiscing on everything, I've been through some wild shhh

From holding my mother as her life fades away

To foreclosures having me struggle for a place to stay

Married at 22, add a couple babies into play

Abuse was the plight but for the kids I would stay

When it all falls down, I was so self conscious

Really lost myself in the midst of the conflict

Tucked in Delilah's lap is how I would choose to cope

Left me hanging from the noose at the end of my rope

Drowning in my sorrows tryna figure how to float

But He extended His hand and put me back up on the boat

Grateful that He never took His hands off me

Im working to be better than the man I see

Co-parenting the fruit of my legacy

Pray this freesoul finds love and ecstasy

Daydreaming got me feeling like, yuh

I wonder if I'll get it right here

I wonder how I'll feel tonight, yeah

I wonder is this really life, yuh

Daydreaming got me feeling like,  yuh

I wonder if I'll get it right here

I wonder how I'll feel tonight, yeah

I wonder is this really life, yuh