Falling slowly into despair
The walls began to crumble
The light begins to dim
As the life around me fades
Is this a cry in vein
Is there nothing to gain
Am I to blame
For the mistake they made
Subsidized to minimize the pain that burdens me
Left to live a lie that can't deny the shame buried inside
Fuck
Am I to blame
Am I to blame
As I lay there
Confronting the shame in me
Time turns to sand
Broken parts of me only I can see
Fragments of a life I left behind
No one can hear my cries
As I lay there
Where all hope dies
Confined to the shell of a hollow man
Live to witness the fall of the life he had
Am I to blame
Am I to shame
Sent down the path you paved for me
Torn in two by the voices in my own head
A battle rages on
where hope lies dead
Where hope lies dead
Where hope lies dead
Hope lies dead
As I lay there
Confronting the shame in me
Time turns to sand
Broken parts of me only I can see
Fragments of a life I left behind
No one can hear my cries
As I lay there
Where all hope dies
Hope lies dead