Choosing Myself / Still Alone (Acoustic)

But even if you don't choose me, even if you don't choose me

I'm choosing myself

I'm choosing, I'm choosing, choosing myself, oh

It's about time, yeah

It's about time, it's about time

It's about time, it's about time

Don't make me choose by myself

I pray that you'll choose me, I pray that you'll choose me

Oh, oh, I pray that you'll choose me, I pray that you'll choose me

'Cause I'm choosing happy, the real me

I'm choosing the freedom I feel when I look in these eyes

Yeah, I'm choosing myself, took a long time

But I'm choosing myself, it'll take a long time

I'm choosing myself, took a long time

But I'm choosing myself, oh

Mm, mm

I'm a vault, keep it closed

Hide the pain so nobody knows

Smilin' and showin' my teeth

I'm just deep in the misery

Suck it up, let it go

It'll pass, they'll never know

Trying to rehearse the lies

I've been tellin' myself for this whole time

Like, "You don't really feel this way

This is just a passing phase"

So many choices made so I wouldn't be alone

Still alone, I'm still alone

In a crowd, I'm still alone

Maybe what's done is done

And even if I get out this one

I'm still alone, I'm still alone

Here I am, I'm still alone

Ooh, it gets lonely, that's how the story goes

It gets lonely, yeah

I don't care, I've had enough

Maybe the brave thing is givin' up

I always stay too long

'Cause I never learned how to move on

I won't pretend that this is right

To live a life in a lie tryin' to please the crowd

But I'm lettin' myself down

No, I don't have to live this way

I just need some bravery to say what I gotta say

I made the choice I made, so I wouldn't be alone

I'm still alone, I'm still alone

It didn't work, I'm still alone

Maybe what's done is done

And even if I get out this one

Still alone, I'm still alone

Here I am, I'm still alone

So many choices made so I wouldn't be alone

I'm still alone, I'm still alone

That's what I get, I'm still alone

And maybe what's done is done

Even if I get out this one

I'll stand alone, I'll stand alone

I'll pay the price to stand alone

Oh, that's how the story goes

And I'll pay the price, I'll pay the price to stand alone

Yes, I will

That's how the story goes

I don't get to choose my story, oh

I'm not lonely, this is how the story goes

I'm not lonely, oh, ooh

I'm not lonely, ooh

I'm not lonely, I'm not afraid of lonely

No, I'm no longer afraid of me, oh

No, I'm not afraid of lonely

No, no, no, no, no, I'm no longer afraid of me

I kinda like me, yeah

So, I'm choosing myself

Oh, I'm choosing myself

Ooh, choosing myself

Hey, I'm choosing myself

Oh, ooh