Текст песни
Trying to show you how to love
I'm trying to show her how to love
Tried to float, but I'm drowning inside
Took a trip, but you're still on my mind
New scene but the pain don't lie
Fake smiles but it's hurt in disguise
I'm cruising the coast, but I'm lost in the tide
Laughing with people, but I'm hurting inside
Yeah, you ain't mine that should set me free
I'm out on a cruise, yet I'm still at sea
I packed my bags, I packed some hope too
Figured ocean breeze might erase the old you
But your name in my head like a voicemail
While I'm thinking of your lips when the wind sails
Champagne in my hand, but it don't hit the same
Cause I ain't feeling joy, just try to numb the pain
Told my people that I'm good
Told myself I moved on
But the plan is still you and every song feels wrong
And every song is feeling wrong
Maybe I'm just dreaming (vivid)
Maybe I'm grieving (I'm livid)
Told myself you're loyal, that should give me peace and
Maybe it's just that I miss who I was
Before I fell deep in half-hearted love
Half-hearted love (uh-huh)
Deep in half-hearted love, I'm trying to show you how to love
I'm out on the water, but still in my mind
Tried to leave you back home but you got the time
Took my heart to the docks, let the ship sail
Still in my thoughts like I'm stuck in your spell
Cruising the coast, but I'm lost in the tide
Laughing with people, I'm hurting inside
Yeah, you ain't mine, that should set me free
I'm out on a cruise, and I'm still at sea
I'm dancing with my demons, drinking with doubt
Praying that this wave gon' wash it all out
Maybe tomorrow, I'll wake up from this
Free from your ghost and remember I'm LIT