Impossible

It's impossible to be what you wanted

Just the thought of talking to you makes me nauseous

We let some time go by like we promised

But I've been thinking 'bout it if I'm being honest

Hardest thing I ever did

Giving you away again

Now I gotta swallow this pill like it's medicine

Sad, love to joke

Never sober, always smoke

I don't wanna be here right now in hell again

When it got too complicated you made it worse

You hate your life and said it word for word

So what am I supposed to do now and choose now?

Giving up what I want just to lose out

For myself I know I should move now

It's impossible to be what you wanted

Just the thought of talking to you makes me nauseous

We let some time go by like we promised

But I've been thinking 'bout it if I'm being honest

Losing balance had me thinking it was chemical

Bad reaction had me thinking I should let you go

In a castle that I built for you and set in stone

When it got too complicated you made it worse

You hate your life and said it word for word

So what am I supposed to say now but lay down?

Don't have what it takes in me to fake now

Then you told me you need a break now

It's impossible to be what you wanted

Just the thought of talking to you makes me nauseous

We let some time go by like we promised

But I've been thinking 'bout it if I'm being honest

(If I'm being honest, yeah)

(If I'm being honest, yeah)

(If I'm being honest)

(If I'm being honest)

(If I'm being honest)

It's impossible to be what you wanted

Just the thought of talking to you makes me nauseous

We let some time go by like we promised

But I've been thinking 'bout it if I'm being honest