OUTCOME

I used to be what you need

Feels different as of late though

It ain't all that it seems

It feels like the same game but maybe not the same league.

Is this the only outcome?

Maybe I should just leave?

I'm tryna figure this out but shit feel beyond me

Emotionally I feel strong but logically I feel weak

I gotta be a man though

But this man shit don't come cheap

Locked in and I know that's real

But heart beats don't pay the fees

I'm tryna be what you need

I'm tryna do what I say

This life shit is a trip it don't always go your way

I ain't saying that you don't know

For you, I know it's the same

I can't make it make sense but it makes sense in my brain

Writing notes in my phone is the only way I stay sane

I admit that I feel ashamed

Feel like it's me in the way

Communicate with transparency but thats hard when you need to change

Fix one thing then its more things you know what they say about rain.

Yeah

I used to be what you need

I used to feel like we can't lose

Used to feel like no matter what

If I fucked up I would have you

Second chances or third chances

Shit it feel like I'm past due

But this 4L like a tattoo right?

I ain't tryna play you though

Know you my baby though

Front row say it's your favourite song

Uh

Yeah

Got a whole life to live

I ain't tryna rewrite the script

I like this shit but times I think

Uh

Yeah

I used to be what you need

Feels different as of late though

It ain't all that it seems

It feels like the same game but maybe not the same league.

Is this the only outcome?

Maybe I should just leave?

I'm tryna figure this out but shit feel beyond me

Emotionally I feel strong but logically I feel weak

I gotta be a man though

But this man shit don't come cheap

Locked in and I know that's real

But heart beats don't pay the fees

Yeah

You know

Fuck do you expect me to do?

I hear you but sometimes shit is breaking me

I don't know what you want

And same time you just finna give up

How am I?

I

I'm really tryna see what the problem is

I'm really tryna

I'm really tryna understand your psyche

Understand you like me

Hoping that it's worth fighting for

And it's true

Really could've given up on you

But the difference between us

No matter the shit we go through

My only outcome is you

You

You