Twisted Heart (co-written by Jeff Wood) (The Reorchestration)

Face to the dirt blood on my boots lion versus lion it's the price of the truth

I've taken it all young old no divide in this savage life there's nowhere to hide

Knee to the ground I'll pray for my soul to Jesus Christ to make me whole

115 degrees bound in this hell survival's a game but who can tell

Am I strong enough or will I drown in this desert where demons wear me down

I'll fight for my life for what I believe but the price of survival's more than I can perceive

Do they see me as beast or man? Fighting their wars but I can't understand

I'm breaking I'm fading can't you see? I'm lost between what I am and what I used to be

I'm stuck in the madness caught in the void fighting my demons with every breath I destroyed

I'm trapped in the fire burning alive trying to survive but can I revive

I'm drowning in pills drowning in pain lost in this hell will I ever be sane

Family's my anchor but they can't take the strain I'm fighting for freedom but it's all in vain

Back home they don't care they don't understand They look at me like I'm less than a man

Fighting for their freedom What do they see? I gave up my soul just to keep them free

The pills from the VA they don't know my name Throwing me options they're all the same

Some days it works some days it's worse I'm caught in the spiral losing my thirst

Ying and the yang inside my mind I fight for control but I'm falling behind

Am I loved or am I just a ghost? Fighting for survival but I'm losing the most

Do they see me as beast or man? Fighting their wars but I can't understand

I'm breaking I'm fading can't you see? I'm lost between what I am and what I used to be

I'm stuck in the madness caught in the void Fighting my demons with every breath I destroyed

I'm trapped in the fire burning alive Trying to survive but can I revive

I'm drowning in pills drowning in pain Lost in this hell will I ever be saved

Family's my anchor but they can't take the strain I'm fighting for freedom but it's all in vain

They take my rage they take the fight My family they hold me through every night

They take the words they take the pain Just to keep me whole to keep me sane

Screaming yelling they never flee They're here for me when no one else can see