Time Heals Nothing When There's No Good to See

I dig deep through my thoughts

Flooded by past events

It's a lifetime of disgust

I once was a happy boy

But then I grew up and saw life for what it was

Over-encumbered with hatred

Wiping away the memories of a past fed with negativity

Death has become such a beautiful thing

A life that is vs. A life that was

I wish my memory would fail me now...

Where do I go from here?

I'm stuck in this concept of time

Every path that I have taken has been destroyed

My feelings are mute

My visions of love have been wiped away by time

I continue to live with some sort of hope when I know damn well there's none

Why continue on...?

Maybe by chance I'll find happiness

But for now my mind's programmed to die

Time heals nothing when there's no good to see

I erase the memory of everyone's existence and what its done to me