Wait4Me

Shawty, would you wait for me in the darkest hour?

I hold your hand — we walking through the fields as we part the flowers

We started sour, so you called it quits

And that thought was ours

But I was not the type to give up on you like other cowards

I tried to show remorse

And give you the loving you say needed

It's hard for me 'cause I needed loving instead of defense

And now I'm hurting

Thinking about your parties and your weekends

Unsent the text 'cause I ain't wanna bother you this evening

I miss when shit was peachy, and now you tease me

Fake visions of living good, but they could never reach me

I thought I knew it all, but yet you teach me

I guess I gotta live more cautiously — living B-easy

I'm used to living sleezy

Fucking hoes until I'm sleepy

Nobody knows I'm creeping

Macking hoes with game that's cheesy

Damn

How the fuck I'm begging you to keep me?

You spin me when you play me like a CD

How can I expect you to stay

When I know you're on your way out?

I'm not what you need

If you wanna lead

Promise that I'll be just fine without you

I miss a lot of you

I miss your touch, I miss your feel

I miss your heart, I miss the shit I thought was real

Hardest part for me is hardening my heart when tryna heal

Thoughts I'm tryna kill — like thinking if your heart was mine for real

I'm getting psycho in my thoughts

And psychologically, I'm ill

Gotta bother with Miss Roberts 'til these thoughts of mine can chill

Getting anxious 'cause I feel like, girl, you ain't shit — but for real

It's my fault because I talked and walked a language that'll kill

Any serious thing turned into mystery fling

Learned that our history ain't

Enough to sit with me, bae

So go enjoy your life

I'll just hit the stage with these boys of mine

But all in all, still keeping your boys in mind