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When I come home at Christmas
We act like nothing's different
Like we froze in time
And your corner of town
Seems far less innocent now
But I stay, I stay polite
And bite my nails and hold my breath
Don't say the things I should've said
Nine years ago, could cut the tension with a knife
Everything, everything's not fine
If I'm being honest, mmm
Everything, everything's not fine, no
You still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine
It's not fine, no, yeah
Sitting here in this basement
My old pink CD player
It really brings me back
I think of you less often
Guess coming home's the problem
You just come flooding back
If I called you out, I know I bet you'd
Turn it 'round, call me obsessed and
Say I'm crazy, tryna cover up your crime
Everything, everything's not fine
Oh, if I'm being honest, mmm, no
Everything, everything's not fine, no
You still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine
Sometimes I wish that I could just forget you ever happened
I wish I could take the memories and lock 'em in the attic
I still have so much to say to you
I fell in the habit of keeping everything in, oh
Life would be so different if I never even met you
I would meet someone and trust them
And not think that they're all like you
I would love myself a bit more, sleep a little better
If I see you again
Everything, everything's not fine
Oh, if I'm being honest, oh
Everything, everything's not fine, no
You still hit the hardest
Everything, everything's not fine
It's not fine, no, yeah
It's not fine, it's not fine