Actin' Tuff

Whoa oh oh I got another one on my mind but you still call

Bet you didn't feel the same way when you broke my heart

Why do we call it love when there isn't no trust

Can't stop lying to myself saying I don't give a fuck

Tryna drown all my sadness in the alcohol

You spoiled all my memories, I've had enough

But I still say it's all okay, I'm acting tough

I'm acting tough

I don't understand but this shits hard enough and I

Just can't comprehend how your heart hardened up

Turned your back on me when I was giving love

Now you're here to say you're sorry but I've given up

And my feelings took the back seat

Living on my last beat

Feeling numb this past week

Feeding on the last heat

Running from the pain tryna breathe another day

Frontin just the same kinda feel another way

I be contemplating, reminiscing times we made I admit it that sometimes I'm missing

All the memories who thought we'd be enemies never thought you'd ever leave

All the drugs I've taken not erasing all the pain I regret all the times I wasted

On our fantasies never thought it was only me never thought it was just a dream

But you left me broken and numb to emotion

Tried drowning the pain by drinking and smoking

The thoughts in my brain confused, in commotion

Was hoping for change everyday it just worsened

I can't go back I didn't love you now I know that

Didn't deserve that and she showed me now

Whoa oh oh I got another one on my mind but you still call

Bet you didn't feel the same way when you broke my heart

Why do we call it love when there isn't no trust

Can't stop lying to myself saying I don't give a fuck

Tryna drown all my sadness in the alcohol

You spoiled all my memories, I've had enough

But I still say it's all okay, I'm acting tough

I'm acting tough

Never really felt enough

You didn't help you just made it worse

Cause I've been losing sleep no target

Been stayin up and thinkin bout it