When Life Has Lost Its Meaning

Every time when life has lost its meaning

And all this darkness around me

I'm silent, but inside I can't stop screaming

Eyes open wide, but I can't see

I write a list of things I love

And there's a risk it won't be long

But every single word I'm carefully writing down

Will make me want to carry on

Every time when life has lost its meaning

And there is nothing I can do

I wanna disappear, give up, I'm leaving

But there is nowhere I can go

I write a list of things I love

And there's a risk it won't be long

But every single word I'm carefully writing down

Will make me want to carry on

I've gotta carry on

Every time when life has lost its meaning

It's slowly suffocating me

I get no air, but even though I'm breathing

I'm breaking out of a routine

I write a list of things I love

And there's a risk it won't be long

But every single word I'm carefully writing down

Will make me want to carry on

I've got to carry on

I want to carry on

I carry on

I carry on

Walking in the forest, I was sitting on a beach

Watching the horizon, even though it's out of reach

And being by the sea has a great effect on me

The movement of the water reduces my anxiety

Gotta go outside and let the sun caress my face

Maybe I'll start swimming, I'll be hanging on all the waves

I start writing all my feelings just to get it off my chest

I'll find someone to talk to, well, whatever fits the best

It's better when I'm reading, and maybe you do too

Sit down and slow your breathing, with something to look forward to