Backpack on my shoulders, full of useless stuff
What should I bring if I have nothing to leave?
Look in the mirror, bags are so marked
My eyelid seems tired and puffed
Scared of my choices, scared of the risk
I have no clue what I need
My mind only echoes, manipulates, hurts
Ain't it already hard enough?
I played my cards
Let's end this round, I'm ground to dust
Daddy used to say that I look better with my hair up
So they could see my face
My fears, my pain
They could see how
My whole life is messed up
Oh, did I mess it up?
Yeah, it's all messed up
Oh oh oh oh
You say
I need to work it out on my own
I can't stand any changes without you lifting me up
But you've never
No, you've never
Felt a fool
Have you ever
Have you ever felt all black and blue?
Like a cycle, you can try to build trust
"Be careful, don't love too much"
I played my cards
You played my heart
Let's end this round, I'm ground to dust
Daddy used to say that I look better with my hair up
So they could see my face
My fears, my pain
They could see how
My whole life is messed up
Oh, did I mess it up?
Yeah, it's all messed up
It's easier to
Replace love with a hideaway
Still falling, still flying
Seeking something new
And I escape
But I still need you
You
Daddy used to say that I look better with my hair up
So they could see my face
My fears, my pain
They could see how my whole life
Daddy used to say that I look better with my hair up
So they could see my face
My fears, my pain
They could see how
My whole life is messed up
Oh, did I mess it up?
Yeah, it's all messed up
Oh, you messed it up
I played my cards
Let's end this round, I'm ground to dust
Ground to dust
Ground to dust