Hard To Find

I been running from my problems

Yet they keep revolving

Slipped & steady falling

I can't hear his voice cause everything is clouded

Living like a rebel I been acting rowdy

Bottled all my problems tell no one about it

Suffering in silence, I just roll exotic

I don't like to vent they judge me of my problems

Giving it to God & having faith he got it

Like the 10 percent that's coming out my wallet

Everything I give I never talk about it

You can help in every way keep it solid

They gone pick a random day to hate regardless

I know being cold hearted prolly get me farther

I ain't finna let em play Coach Carter

I got so many stories don't get me started

Most people start acting harder but

I won't survive like that

It's not my habitat

I'd rather fail at this, than to live like that

Please don't feel bad if you can't understand

You don't gotta hold my hand I'll be fine

Don't try to rescue me, this my destiny

God give me clarity, keep preparing me

Night turns to day take your time way cause

Real love is so hard find

I know the rain is coming but ain't running cause this time Ima stand

I'm not overthinking nothing I ain't got no plans

Time is ticking, people switching

Fathers missing, murder victims

Rappers dissing, women pimping doing tricks for bands

I don't even put eggs in a basket for real

They'll turn you to lil Humpty Dumpty for real

Don't be longing for love that nobody can give

Gotta love on yourself when nobody is near

Once I get the vision I see it for real

I wanna show love but they hate me for real

The one that I love really snake me for real

That's a blow to chin but it is what it is

Man how you get down like that

Stabbed me in my back

Back doored didn't expect that

Traumatized from neglection

I suffer from people

Who don't love me equal