Only (My) Death Is Certain

I'm here again and the night goes by so very slow

I know that I'm trapped but I'm not here alone

Shaking in fear, what is happening to me?

I've been here before

Lost in a mind, out of time

Trying to survive

Out of the black, out of the dark

Just before I fall

Help me wake up, I am out of time

Or else I'll lose my mind

I am torn within

My fears are breaking me down

My sins are tearing me

Further apart each night

Where will I end up this time

Or is this it for me

I'm taking my last breathes, my last breathes

I've been

Fading away creating my own disaster

Drowning in sleep and my dreams are my grave

Trapped in the black I won't last much longer

I wonder if this really is the end of me

I've been waiting for the day when it all goes away

My fears are catching up to me and I'm getting nearer

I can't close my eyes, cause only then I'll realize

All I know is that only my death is certain

Die!

I was and I will be

Forgotten for eternity

Shadows faded away

Reflections gone

Was I alive at all

Or was I just invisible

It's getting clear to me

What I will be

I've been

Fading away creating my own disaster

Drowning in sleep and my dreams are my grave

Trapped in the black I won't last much longer

I wonder if this really is the end of me

I've been waiting for the day when it all goes away

My fears are catching up to me and I'm getting nearer

I can't close my eyes, cause only then I'll realize

All I know is that only my death is certain