mess & a half

"It's fine I'm fine"

A day in the life of a

Paid professional mess

In bed alone

My mom tracks my phone

Cause I'm still living with my ex

My co-dependency accidentally

Dating all of my friends

The internet & the boys I text

Either hate me

Or don't know who I am

They all see a masterpiece

But I'm in pieces

Should be sad but I don't need it

Don't call me a mess

And forget the hot part

You don't get the rest

Without cleaning up the hard parts

Babe you can't hate me more than me

I got you hanging by my teeth

Don't call me a mess

Cause I'm a mess & a half

And you don't know half of it

My clothes don't fit &

I'm late on rent

I put alcohol in my tea

I'm grown & shit

But my sisters kids

Are more put together than me

I think I'm turning into my mom

Think I'm learning that she's not god

I'll probably be her

But swear that I'm not

Don't call me a mess

And forget the hot part

You don't get the rest

Without cleaning up the hard parts

Babe you can't hate me more than me

I got you hanging by my teeth

Don't call me a mess

Cause I'm a mess & a half

And you don't know half of it

I'm a mess & a half

And it's all that I have

I'm a mess & a half

They all see a masterpiece

But I'm in pieces

Should be sad but I don't need it

Don't call me a mess

And forget the hot part

You don't get the rest

Without cleaning up the hard parts

Babe you can't hate me more than me

I got you hanging by my teeth

Don't call me a mess

Cause I'm a mess & a half

And you don't know half of it

I'm a mess & a half

And it's all that I have

I'm a mess & a half

And you don't know half of it

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