Numb

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Got trauma in layers, I bury it deep

I fuckin' sip on that money, then slide in my fuckin' sleep

My brody got locked, he was clutchin' the heat

Now he callin' from prison, still thuggin' till we black back

I been numb since I lost my son, I don't feel the same

So I fill up my lungs just to kill all the pain

Got this 40 beside me, no need to explain

Drugs in my fuckin' brain

If I ever get tried, I'ma aim with no shame

I'm in love with the smoke

I don't run from the static, I fuckin' choke

Life full of madness, I want my fuckin' dope

My demons be graphic

Pop me a perk, now I'm talkin' dramatic

If it ain't exotic, don't pass me no average

I'm zoned and floatin', soul in decline

But I smile through the fire, say I'm doin' just fine

And survival not flexin', this life ain't divine

So I roll me another and lean with the nine

Roll me with the nine

I be floatin' through the pain, I get high just to cope

Mixin' Henny with the flame, got that gas in my coat

On the block in the rain, I got nowhere to go

But when I'm up in the clouds, I ain't feelin' that low

Roll it up, light it up, take me far from the dirt

Every toke's the stress, every line I'm the hurt

I be high in the sky, I ain't dodgin' no smoke

If you slide, we reply

We don't talk, we just go

I'm fuckin' addicted to silence

That blunt be my therapy

Ain't no love in the fuckin' city

Just envy and heresy, test me please

I was raised with a loyalty, die of a jealousy

So I trust in my fuckin' Glock more than friends or a legacy

Swervin' through lanes off of Pilly and some Zod

Mixin' pain with the play, I'm just chasin' the fuckin' high

Got a mask for the world, but my soul on the grind

So I medicate heavy, just prowl on the dot

My shorty hate how I'm livin', says I'm cold and detached

But I see too much dirt to be soft and relaxed

Had to cut off my fam, had to sleep in the trap

Now I sleep with a stick, I ain't takin' a nap

On a mission for peace, but I'm ridin' with bulletproof hat

Gotta switch on the Glock like it came with a leash

Yeah, fuckin' faded again

That's my regular speech

Only thing keepin' me sane is this blunt and this beard

I be floatin' through the pain, I get high just to cope

Mixin' Henny with the flame, got that gas in my coat

On the block in the rain, I got nowhere to go

But when I'm up in the clouds, I ain't feelin' that low

Roll it up, light it up, take me far from the dirt

Every toke, ease the stress, every line on the hurt

I be high in the sky, ain't dodgin' no smoke

If you slide, we reply, we don't talk, we just go

If it's hot, then Kontajes made it