Dreaming (Demo)

Mind in a dark place, the light's been abandoned

Scrambling, tryna find my way out this tunnel

A panic, plus I hear a rumble

My stomach is cramping

I'm hungry, I'm needy, need something

I want it, come feed me, I'm young and I'm greedy

I'm hung from a tree because

I need you to see me

Please see me, I'm pleading

Though, things might not be this way if they had meaning

But maybe I'm dreaming

I pray that I'm dreaming

I pray that I wake in a bed full of flowers

On one Sunday evening

Astounded completely

Not bound by misleadings

Just found by a river that flows somewhere South

That's way past where I'm leaving

When I go, no returning

Can't let go, I'm still learning

Tell myself "Don't be worried"

But I'm still in a hurry

See my vision get blurry

Strapped down to a table

I wake but not able

To move, I don't know how I got here

But soon they'll see that I'm unstable

If they've not seen already

My hands are getting sweaty

And I feel that I've lost myself in this abyss

I feel cold, I feel heavy

Sassy, please don't forget me

There's a reason you met me

All the things we've been through

Don't know who coulda thought, should be counting our blessings

I hate when you get petty

Frustrating and upsetting

You find any excuse in the book to deny me

You say you're not ready

Meanwhile I'm stuck regretting

How I was busy letting

You control my mind day and night

Left and right, hopefully I'll be forgetting

Many tears I've been shedding

Let you go, no more wedding

Not that we made it that far, but still I was thinking about it already

I hate you only some days

Though, it used to be always

Hold a grudge 'till my old age

I can't budge, got a long ways