Broken

Baby, don't you waste your time on me

I'm still broken, I'm still incomplete

Been this way since I was seventeen

I'm still broken, I'm still broken

Reminiscent memories, pieces of my past

I let it go, darkness, yeah, shallow heart

It seems to be a spark, sometimes it hurts me hard

And I've been trying to deal, and wear a mask

They want that fake facade, I just want that real trauma

They want that bullshit, man, I'll give you real drama

I'm sick and tired, I'm always feeling expired

Like, what the fuck, this world never inspires

I've been broken down, heavy weighted all the time

I'm feeling like I almost went insane and lost my mind

They said that Vision blind, well I saw more than them

Cause they needed a page and a motherfucking pen

To do this shit, well I did this straight off the top

To let you know, sometimes this world, pain will drop

Upon your soul, I felt shackled out of control

But now I'm trying to push back forth, on a roll

Don't you waste your time on me

I'm still broken, I'm still incomplete

Been this way since I was seventeen

I'm still broken, I'm still broken

Thoughts of ghosts, dance in my mind

Sometimes it's hard to keep the pace, the sun never shines

I sat in pain, rain, storm, confused, never conformed

But at the same time, felt abused and used

By this world, cause it just gets you down, beaten and bruised

Sometimes you wanna win, but you seem to always lose

See I sat there, I chose the booze and no self esteem

My vessel wasn't moving, I lost all my steam

But fuck it, I gotta push forth with that maneuverability

Man this world was hurting me inside, that shit was killing me

The liquor, yeah fucked my liver, almost killed me

But these days I'm moving forth with agility

A new ability to see the wrongs that I have done

And pray upon the night sky before the setting sun

I see it as it sits, waiting for it to shift

Composure, closure, on all of it