Would Have Known

Yeah, now you hate it here

I bet you can't even figure out how you made it here

Told you I was thinking about doing this, I made it clear

All my friends, enemies, baby mamas and babies here

Would you have treated me any better if you had known?

I came back every now and then to see if you had grown

All for you and none for me, that's just what you had shown

I saw you standing right there next to me, but you had gone

It took a piece of me with you and that's what had me stressing

Had me questioning God like was he barely blessing

Couldn't see myself without you, so I did something I can't undo

Now somebody gotta prepare a reverend

I really hope it's brother Adams, though I love him

For 47 years I never put a man above him

I guess I'm headed straight to hell, my niggas

Screaming, damn, I done failed my niggas

But if you would've known

If you would've known that I would be gone

If we did the shit we did a little longer

Then you would've known I tried to hold on

You should've brought me a little fuckin' stronger

If you would've known

Are they sayin' R.I.P. me?

Damn they saying RIP me Listen I think my heart was too big it was

Always being broken Try not to hear all the negativity being spoken

Couldn't warm up to me, you was too busy being frozen

And I guess I wasn't focused enough to thaw you out

Minding my business a couple of times I saw you out

Damn, she look good, wanted to fuck on you and jaw you out

Was waiting on that random text, baby, are you out?

But it never came, now I am forever changed

Would've made a better decision, I had a better brain

Maybe I was high, should've been smoking a better strain

Son was calling me bro, he couldn't find a better name

Hadn't seen my daughters, my baby mamas would never change

Is that Big Pokey over there, that's got my head shaking

He wanna know if Ke still hating on straight leg bacon

Next thing I remember is you over my bed praying

Then there was a text thread saying that if you would've known

If you would've known that I would be gone

If we did the shit we did a little longer

Then you would've known

I tried to hold on

You should've brought life to me a little fuckin' stronger

If you would've known

Are they sayin' R.I.P. me?

Damn, they sayin' R.I.P. me

Would you?