ambivalence

you try too much and i cut you off

i distance and let you sink like a rock

with your smothering touch

i'm in this cold harsh place you can not reach

you turn away

i want you

ambivalence

i feel bad for making you feel sad

grab my hand

grab anything you can

make myself tall to pull you back again

this ambivalence is running wild

got to be by yourself

but i'm tied up to stay by

got to learn to lean our selves

on these unconditional ways

electric mains and lines of thoughts for miles

sometimes we don't even know who the thought belongs to

it's just static noise

i can't disconnect your words from my own

i can't catch sight of what's left when you're gone

got to be by yourself

but i'm tied up to stay by

got to learn to lean our selves

on these unconditional ways

got to be by yourself

but i'm tied up to stay by

got to learn to lean our selves

on these unconditional ways

these unconditional ways

these unconditional ways

these unconditional ways