Текст песни
Stumbling
Home through the rain
Temptations tattooed on my brain
Wondering
Why can't I just be
Happy with me as I am
Suffering
Through all the signs
Blind to all the times I was fine
Used to say
"I don't play fair I play god
And that's all that I've got"
I just can't wait to go sit in my room
Contemplate all the ways I could die
Self sabotage is an old friend of mine
And self care just isn't worth the time
Seeing sound
Crisis abound
Found Nobody's really themselves
Paradise
Wasted on me
Now let's see how I fail by design
I just can't wait to go sit in my room
Contemplate all the ways I could die
Self sabotage is an old friend of mine
And self care just isn't worth the time
Done rearranging my mind for the chase
Won't let all my ambition go to waste
If everything's nothing, then what's left to blame?
It all changes and nothing's the same
OOOOooOOooo
Watch me fall out of fashion
The high's finally crashin' tonight
OOOOooOOooo
All my demons disguised
And my faults all reprised
Find myself in a lover
The thought makes me shudder
They're just like the others
Backtrack and recover
Now I just can't wait
To go hide in my home
Shut the door be alone
Brace the fall on my own
I just can't wait to go sit in my room
Contemplate all the ways I could die
Self sabotage is an old friend of mine
And self care just isn't worth the time
Done rearranging my mind for the chase
Won't let all my ambition go to waste
If everything's nothing, then what's left to blame?
It all changes and nothing's the same