Honest

Weeks apart I'm anxious cause I've been away for too long

You only said"hi" and left like I wasn't ever gone

Tell me I'm your best friend, give me loving when we're alone

But publicly you treat me like another friend you don't really know

I'm tired, tired of your lack of affection

Said it's just an imperfection

But I feel like you were lying to me

I don't wanna cry for your attention

Thought you meant it when you said it was love

I need to be honest

I never feel wanted

I give you all of me

Shouldn't wonder if you love me, but I wonder if you love me

Always telling me that you could never stand to lose this

I hope it's not too much to ask to prove it (before you lose me)

I'm tired, tired of your lack of affection

Said it's just an imperfection

But I feel like you were lying to me

That night, said you wanted this forever

But I learned a bitter lesson, you don't

I need to be honest

I never feel wanted

I give you all of me

Shouldn't wonder if you love me, but I wonder if you love me

(Honest, honest, honest)

(Honest, honest, honest)

I need to be honest

(Honest, honest, honest)

(Honest, honest, honest)

I don't wanna pretend

That all that we are is just friends

We both know the history

All I wanted was you

Did you just forget all that we've been through?

I know we're learning to love, but

I need to be honest

I never feel wanted

I give you all of me

Shouldn't wonder if you love me, but I wonder if you love me