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Of all the words I've said to you I think I only meant the ones I left unsaid

Been calling first then texting you it's prolly best that you keep me left on read

As conversations get complicated nothing I could ever say will do

Might try to face it intoxicated but I'm too scared I'll really tell the truth

Calling my phone

I won't pick it up

Cuz then you'd pick up on my tone

Pick up on me dropping the ball for way too long

Pick up on reasons why I prefer being alone

Picking up pieces tryna find out where they belong

Been needing help but I can't express what's going on let along going wrong

I'm not used to talking bout my feelings

I'm so used to playing hero I don't wanna be the victim now

Thoughts on the top of my tongue

That I can't seem to form

Caught by the fear of regret

Or even worse the fear of being ignored

Bare with me if I don't feel like speaking

It get hard for me to take off my defense

Even harder to acknowledge my weakness

That's why I make it hard to see it

Of all the words I've said to you I think I only meant the ones I left unsaid

Been calling first then texting you it's prolly best that you keep me left on read

As conversations get complicated nothing I could ever say will do

Might try to face it intoxicated but I'm too scared I'll really tell the truth