More Than Worthless

I'm down to one last cigarette

And perhaps two steps left

Please God don't make me feel anymore, anymore

What did you save for me

What did you pay for

I can't understand this mess

I am more than this

I am more than worthless

I want more

I need more

I am worth more

More than worthless

Can't feel the empty glass in my hand

Or taste the bitter wine upon my lips

Please God don't make me love anymore

I want you to know

I need you to know

That I'll be right here right here

I want you to feel

That everything is real

What I feel is still real