Wish You Would've Stayed

I tried to take a chance and open up

To try to fall and love

But every time I kept on getting closer I would feel a tug

Whisper in my mind from my thoughts that I'm not enough

Happiness I'll never find I think it's time to give it up

I tried to give you what you need

I left you incomplete

Apologize for all the times when I was being mean

When I told you I don't want you really I just couldn't see

A future where somebody good as you would be with me

So out of fear I ruined everything any shot I had

You moved on now I'm crying wishing I could take it back

You the only girl that helped me not the think about the past

Now you gone and everything around me turning into black

And I'm knowing it's my fault

That I got nobody blame

I'm not surprised cause all i fucking do is keep making mistakes

Then I'm drowning in my sorrows screaming I just wanna change

But there's nothing I can do to make you wish you would've stayed

Damn I wish you would've stayed

I wish you would've stayed

Drowning in my sorrows screaming I just wanna change

Nothing I can do to make you wish you would've stayed

I know that you are happier that I'm not in your life

If I said the same for me we both would know that that's a lie

An attempt to cover up the feelings that I love to hide

Since the day I made you leave it has been killing me inside

Damn you probably got a man that treats you well

And loves to buy you things

Probably got a crib a couple kids a couple diamond rings

All I ever got you was a mockingbird that never sang

I never gave you any chance to ever fall in love with me

I built a wall and never took the shot to break it down

You started coming close and I could see it where it was heading out

Knowing that I'd end up getting hurt but wasn't knowing how

Decided I would give it up I wish that I did it different now

Alone and in my room

Never find someone like you

Never find someone who cares for me the way that you would do