Same laptop same tab same hope
Eleven PM screen still bright
Tomorrows the day I swear tonight
Bookmarked jobs from a week ago
Tabs still open cursors slow
Pillow talk with the ceiling fan
This time Ill really make a plan
Said that Monday said that June
Now Decembers singing the same old tune
Every night the promise sounds brand new
Every morning its the same old glue
Tomorrow Ill apply I always say
Push it forward one more day
Resumes open cursor blinks
One more night of almost one more drink
Mm mm one more day
Oh same cafe
Updated the font changed the margin twice
Rearranged the lines to look more nice
Cover letter saved as final final v three
Been final since the start of February
Phone buzzes mom again
Anything new Almost when
Hung up quick stared at the wall
Same crack up there since last fall
Fingers hover but they never send
Starting over at the same dead end
Tomorrow Ill apply the lie I need
Little push that helps me breathe
Resumes ready heart is not
But tomorrows all I really got
Am I lazy or just terrified
Is the send button where my pride has died
Every draft feels like a piece of me
Mailed to strangers who wont even see
Tomorrow Ill apply and maybe I will
Same laptop same tab same uphill
Not a hero not a quitter too
Just a finger getting closer to send to you
Same laptop same tab same hope