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There's some things I can relate to, some things that I can't

Tryna write about somethin' else but death and pills, but I can't

Been back on those for about two years, wanna put them down, but I can't

Pen hits paper, same shit pours from the heart

And it's like I'm writin' in circles, livin' in circles, circlin' back to the start

Back to square one, I'm in that place

I can't imagine livin', and I can't see nothin' but dark

For me, it's real though, for you, it's art

Play me a tiny violin and watch me fall apart

There's nothin' that I haven't already said

Always makin' it about myself

Another sad song about me and my head

Poor me, give me sympathy

Again and again and again, and I cannot stand it (stand it)

This feelin' like I really wanna end it (end it)

Just another day in my life

Trapped in this self-made web of lies

My childhood was a shitshow (so what?)

But it is what it is

And I've done bare bitches dirty

That's somethin' I need to admit

I can say that I'm only human

But that was me

Nobody else put coke in my nose and acted shit, that was me

Wish I never fucked that bird (but I did it)

Wish I never said that word (but I did it)

Wish I never put my faith in the world

To forget and to be forgiving, 'cause it isn't

My mistakes, my prison, my karma, my decisions

My queue in life to shut my mouth, sit down and listen

If I could turn back time, then I would

Unbreak them hearts I broke, then I would

I'd take away the pain that I've caused, if I could, if I could

Look, look, what?

Think I say these messed-up things just to say it?

Talkin' 'bout nooses 'cause it's hype, for the playlist?

This is how I really fuckin' feel on the daily

Death, come and take me

Death, come and take me!

(There's nothin', nothin', nothin', nothin', nothin', nothin', nothin')

There's nothin' that I haven't already said

Always makin' it about myself

Another sad song about me and my head

Poor me, give me sympathy

Again and again and again, and I cannot stand it (stand it)

This feelin' like I really wanna end it (end it)

Just another day in my life

Trapped in this self-made web of lies

I'm at the checkout with helium cans

Two meters of tube and a polythene bag

Bottle of spray paint, a pen and a pad

Hand full of cash meant for my dad

That's how it feels to be at the edge

Hopin' for life, prayin' for death

Wish I could start again

Well, I'm sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)

I'm sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)

I'm sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)

I'm sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)

I'm sorry for the scars I've left (wish I could start again)

So sorry for the scars I've left (I'm sorry for the scars I've left)

I'm sorry (I'm sorry for the scars I've left)

(I'm sorry) wish I could start again