Drowning in Regret

It's been forever, can't remember when we last spoke

I'm feeling broke and this house no longer feel like home

I'm losing faith again, fuck it man I feel no hope

Drinking alcohol and then rolling up another smoke

I used to take you places you ain't ever been before

Depression got me stuck and I can't even leave my front door

Voices in my head got me fucked up cause they sound like yours

They echo off my walls but then silence cuts me even more

I'm trying everything I can to get you out my head

But then I'll find your hair ends up in my bed again

Your scent it lingers on like the words you said before you left

I swore that I'd move on but I'm still haunted here instead

I see your shadow dancing when the candlelight is dim

I tried to chase you down but you're a ghost beneath my skin

And I can't let you out unless I cut myself again

I lost the only person that I had cause I ain't got no friends

I needed help so I thought it's best if I reach out

But I've been left on read by everyone that's in my town

Pain running through my veins and I can't let it out

I can't hear a thing, the silence is too fucking loud

It's been a struggle but I'm trynna pick myself up

I keep on swearing that the alcohol I'll give it up

But then I find myself reaching for the bottle, uh

I can't stop myself from drinking it, I'm feeling stuck

I need to make some friends, I need to make a change

Too long I've been a moving target on your firing range

Messing with my brain, you nearly made me go insane

Now I've pulled the plug so I'm watching love go down the drain

I left my past behind and stepped into the pouring rain

Let it wash away the love that's only bought me pain

No more running circles, no more drowning in regret

I took a breath and walked away now there's no turning back