I Killed Mirak With My Own Hands

I'll make her watch as her son dies, she will be devastated

I will eat on his flesh and bathe in his blood naked

I will piss on his corpse

As it rots down on the floor

Tears drop down her face, she lost her sweet baby

Gut him down

Blood spilling all around

He squirms, love this sound

Then his body hit the ground

Deep marks on my body scars memoring of guilt

I got demons that I live with everyday, they make me sick

You don't know about what happened to me and about what I did

I can show you things and places that you have never been

All these drugs in my system make me paranoid

So I take more to calm down then I end up falling in a void

Taking to myself in the mirror while wearing a dress

Shaved body hair, pig tails, eyes bloodshot red

All my nails black, applying lipstick to my lips

Am I a boy or a girl, I really don't give a shit

I will kill my father and then let lucifer fuck me

I might burn in hell so I'll make sure nobody loves me

So I constantly cut my wrist till the scars are puffing

And I will not eat I think I deserve to be starving