Fallout

Yesterday has always been better

And I'll feel the same forever

Honestly I'm useless as ever

When I can't forget her

I know it's done

I'm never at home but I'm always alone

Look where we've come

My emotions show through this afterglow

I'm so reckless now

You balanced me out, forgotten about

The future in store, left waiting for more

But now I'm at peace

For now at least

I was just lost in all your words' mazes

I ran while I could but now I am wasted

My body feels weak

And I just can't face it

I see that it's so clear

Your tears were tainted

Hours went by

And I felt it dying

Days had gone by and

I wasn't trying

You said goodbye but

I started hiding

You for the first time I knew were not lying

It's so hard to admit

That I'm responsible for this

You told me you faked it

And that's too much to take in

I guess that I'll just leave it

With hope that someday

We'll grow and let go

For now

I cried my eyes out

I had to fight out

All of the thoughts that stole my mind

The pieces are scattered and none of it matters

And I'll feel the same forever

And ever

This is our falling out

Don't forget

You always said

The love we shared was different

But I get by